Broken

I am so tired. Physically, mentally, and spiritually. My whole body aches with this sadness that has come to consume me. It is like a virus that I am constantly fighting, but will never be able to cure. I feel like a shell of the girl that I once was. I'm in black and white, stuck standing there watching all of the colorful people and the world pass me by, without even one glance back at me. Everything is falling apart and I am scrambling to pick up the pieces. I just wish someone would notice and help me before the pieces fall too fast and I can't pick them back up.